Love is not to care as to care is not love. Okay... I've lost it.

Today I have receive another letter asking me to consolidate my student loan. But I already did it already and have been paying 3 months off my loan. God why are they keep on sending me these mails? I would love to have a mail that said, "Congratualation you have won a trip to Paris." ^__^ I don't know alot of french. But I would love to go there. I wanted to see the Louvre. The eiffel tower is much interesting but I still want to go too, just to say I have been there. I don't go anywhere. I am always here, trap inside these 4 walls. :(