Will I be able to handle it, am I out of my mind? These are questions I ask myself every day. Will I be able to handle the new baby that is going to arrive in a few months. I sit here now as I write this blog and I look at my 4 year old son, my 2 year old and 1 year old daughters and wonder to myself am I out of my mind, or will I go out of my mind when the baby arrives. The 3 I have are a blessing but alot of work, as I sit here they are ripping paper and jumping on my sofa having the time of their lives, I love that they have fun together but how will they be with another baby in the house. My 1 year old daughter is so jealous of my other 2 and that worries me, how will she take it when she sees mommy or daddy holding another baby. Wow, it is all so much to take in. My kids all have names that start with the letter D.. My son Damion, my daughters Destiny and Dhrianna, now to think of another name that starts with a D. When I fist found out that I am going to have another baby I couldn't help but think that they made a mistake so I went out and bought a home pregnancy test and there they were, the blue lines. There was no mistake I am going to have a another baby. Will I be able to handle it? Am I out of my mind.