I can't understand what is going on. The cramping has let up a bit, but its still there. I get hit and run bouts of queasiness I'm feeling feverish. I haven't felt worse in ages, yet there is nothing specific I can put my finger on.

I don't even feel pregnant and rosy and all that. Right now, I'm just really irritated with this confusing state of affairs. I'm feeling tired and feverish.

Strangely, many women claim to "know" that they are pregnant. I can't honestly make out. The very fact that my health is so drastically different from usual means that something unusual is happening to me. But pregnant...... doesn't feel like that at all.

Feels more like...... heartburn, queasiness........

Really impatient now. Its too early for pregnancy symptoms and I'm not really enjoying this feeling at all. I just hope my body figures out which way is north pretty soon now.

I just want the 18th of March to happen really quickly or my periods to come or a positive or negative test. This is really not half as romantic as pregnancy and trying to conceive sounds when you read about it. :(