Troubles and blues..

Haven writeen anything for quite a while.. Cant help it.. Been fighting with reality and the harshness of life that is omnipresent.

Some people are lucky to be born into a well off environment, where they can afford food, education, shelter with no worries. Others, like me just have to worry about these things.

Compared to many, I guess I'm fortunate enough to have enough to keep myself full. My parents want me to go to university to end the cycle of "poverty". Yet the cost of education is indeed high these days. These days, I crack my head to find a solution to getting enough financial means to support myself yet coming up with nothing.

Looking at many who can fulfill these wishes of further education overseas and the support for their family, I cant help feeling that I'm losing out. Yet I cant blame anyone for this, for I am lucky enough to be brought up to his stage. My parents have done a good enough job.

They cant control what destiny hasnt given them.

I guess my financial woes are only beginning...