The comments that I received from my blog about the dilemma of my love story made me think that there are really a lot of people out there sharing the same dilemma that I have. I realized that the fact that I am doubting this relationship would actually last is a reason to think that I am falling out of love. I would like to believe that a person INLOVE can accept the person that he/she loves for whoever he/she is. But why I can't do that to this man whom I said "I love you"? I tried to break up with him, we had a fight about the mother of his child texting and calling him. He promised that he will block his ex-girlfriend's number and as much as possible not to talk to her anymore. But I don't believe him. I talked to him, mustering all my courage, and broke the relationship off. For the past days, I have been miserable. There will be times that I would be tempted to call him, text him or visit him. I found out that for three days he has been absent from work and his mom told me that he has been staying in his room and not talking to anyone. Most of you will say that I made the right decision. But I have doubts that I made the right decision. The truth of it all, I STILL LOVE HIM!