This is my dilemma - to love or not to love. Can I really choose to NOT love anymore? I am in a relationship with a guy who is in the process of getting his annulment - in short still married to some girl. He also has a child with another woman. (Take note: a different girl, not the girl he is married to). Whew! yeah, its quite a lot huh! Everytime that he will have to attend to his court hearing whether for the annulment or child support, I can't help but feel a little bit different about the whole set-up. Where do I stand? Am I just suppose to be contended that I am his current love? I know that I have a choice, but what are my choices? Why is it taking me so long to decide if I will continue to LOVE him or just UNLOVE him and get out of the relationship? I know I have to decide soon. Maybe, I need help to decide on this. But let me tell you my lovestory first... to be continued...