Today I'm full of sadness in my heart. Maybe its the day. Its windy and rainy here. Crocodile Hunter has passed on, I've been watching Home Makeover: Extreme Edition All day, so I'm crying my eyes out. Writing the story I did about my Grandmother dying from Cancer has gotten to me. I'm watching my baby sleep and he looks so peaceful and soft, so beautiful. Yesterday I got into a arguement with my Mother over the stupidiest thing... I'm a Foster Parent and seeing these children and knowing their stories rips my heart apart. Last night on MSNBC I watched a report on parents who hurt thier children for attention. I have so much to be happy about, but today I can't find myself to be Happy.