Ploggetry...

Hijinks, a whale, a storm, like a color that I didn't know
Showers of colors, like animals who are my friends
There is a parachute that a bear wears
Where is a bear that wears the hair of a hijacked whale
In the coldest part of the year, we appear
To tear through the devastating light, to tear through the plastic heart
Like the coldest part of the year, a sold item said to me,
"You will destroy your own life twice"
I smiled at his bluff, negotiater blues
It was the color of the coldest part of my heart
With bellows and screams, a wild animal couldn't tame my misfortune
Rusted bliss discovered in a canyon
Handsome, retarded, swift, a pig in the mud
Like the yelps of a thousand bears in hell
A man, I was, in a place I'd been, like me but older
More graceful, jealous, in hell, in heaven, helpless
Shields of the apprentice, in the galze of frosted sugar stained to my masculine forehead
Kissed into it
Sink the gay thoughts of a Utopian nymph with a shocked expression
Worn out, wearing it on his face, feeling trashy, feeling cold
"Your smile is depleted"
"These days it's the only thing that's not"
"Why can't you be serious?"
"I can't live a good life, I need to lose, I need to die, I need to be frustrated"
To feel the frustration, stains of the world on my bib of piss
Sail man, salesman, best of, anthology, greatest hits, the biggest misses, my life
Shore life, sure bet, 100%, 66, the King of Crossword Puzzles gives up too soon
All of his friends, zombies, zebras, another day, plaster disease, disease, dizzy, disaster
Crash
Another drink, another day without a drink, a smoke, joking about things, fake laughter
Wanting to drink, too much, too much smoke, smoke another cigarette
Playful puppy, wanting to be fresh again, to feel nervous again, to feel a good nervous, days
Days of pain and nervousness, the list of things that need to go right to feel good again
Ever
Simple bliss, destruction, fake smiles on the brigade's TV Show
Hijinks, a whale, Hofstra, The Sunday Night Show
Feeble, casserole, kissing the driver's seat
Not in the driver's mouth, the mashing up, the squirt
Realm, Friendship, in the moment, wanting to die
In your mouth, best day ever, a thousand nights made of felt
T-shirt, backwards, giggles, alcohol, a taste, regress, shower
Fall apart, now
Now, fall apart
Hijinks, a whale, decisions, potential, grace, a failure
Animal lover,
"Are you a friend?"
"Fuck you, you are a demon"
Talks with a lisp
"Fuck you, you are a mild version of my demon"
"Fuck you, you are a Western and a civil drone"
"You are a whale, a whale, a snake"
In the grass
Mongoose, railroad, tracks in the wrist, ghosts, goats, snippets, pumpkin, hair dies, hair dye, multi-color, shitstorm, flossing the golden teeth, a toothpick of the flesh, puberty, rest stops, realizations, faulty line wastes, towns, careful, justice, I am dead in the morning
Vent
Moss
Clips of the moment, slideshow from hell, Her, Her, Her, Her and I in hell
I
Oh
I
I
Seats
Plastered
Walls
Decorations
Mind
Dead
Animal
Whale
Creamy colored mall wallpaper, carpets are green, puke on the floor
Blood on her shirt, blood on her parts, blood on my fingernails
Blood on my hands
Blood on my head, my head inside my head, my head
Heads
Cunt
Fell into love, it was a Thursday in October, it was a birthday party, God was there
He laughed at me, mugshot
Mouse in me, unusual grief for the unholoy greed
Violent bugs, large mammals and me
Udders
Suck on the tits again, a song played and it felt good
I could have died
Why'd I worry so much
Drink yourself to death
I
I
Fucking rapist
Utter
Believe
The belief system is mine, and it is made of golden teeth
Eagles fly over my head, everyday
I follow them
Follow
Lead
Follow
Lead
Kings of the Fucking Rapists
I
WHALE, problems are big now
Wish I was then (became the coming time)
You