Picking Up My Pieces

Submitted by suejeff on October 16, 2007 - 12:45pm.

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I have been trying of late to get back to some sort of normal way of being and living but I am finding that picking up my pieces after all that has happened is not that easy.

I'm still working (slowly) I'm still writing (badly at the moment) and I am still going through the motions that life demands of all of us but I am still finding things tough going at points. Like yesterday I couldn't get with the new form of advertising and blogged about it but then I see that it is over most of the blogs. I probably clicked something on Google adsense to change things but can't remember will have to check it out.

Picking up the pieces is hard I think because in some respects my brain is fried I cannot remember things from one day to the next unless I write them down and then remember to look at what I have written. There must be some light at the end of the tunnel it just seems like such a bloody long tunnel.

October 17, 2007 - 7:08am

Suejeff, you have my love and my support and

Pussy Willow Says:

all the positive energy that I can muster to send you.

Have to talked to a doctor? I would encourage you to check into antidepressants. That fried brain feeling - memory problems, etc. - is a common symptom of depression, among others. Just a thought. I know that antidepressants aren't for everyone but they have been a god-send to me.

I'm also sending you "light at the end of the tunnel" energy. Even though we have to go through the tunnel to get to the other side, it sure does help to know there is an end to that damned tunnel.

BTW, those adbrite ads are all over my blogs and all over my comments and I haven't changed anything on my blog. I think it's an Admin thing. BlogFeast had them all over their site (before it shut down), too. I hate the damned things but if it helps keep the site up and running I guess I'll live with them.

October 17, 2007 - 2:04pm

Thanks PW

suejeff Says:

I appreciate the thoughts and energy. Yes, I've been under the doctor because I've been having a lot of health problems lately but she seems to think that most of it is down to the the shock and grief at losing my son. If things don't get better with the memory thing then I might ask for anti-depressants

sue
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October 17, 2007 - 2:19pm

take it slow, suejeff

spookyyank Says:

Don't try to rush the process to quickly. This will take a lot of time and I'm sure someone as strong as you will find it frustrating at times. But, just remember that you owe it to yourself to heal at your own rate and not anyone elses. We're here if you need us! And, as always, I'm only an email away!

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November 4, 2007 - 5:02pm

Thanks Spooky

suejeff Says:

I do go up and down and taking on nano again is a way of dealing with some of it.
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November 5, 2007 - 3:56pm

of course, suejeff

spookyyank Says:

there's no telling how long it will be before you're back to something like your old self. I've only now come to decide that I MIGHT bury my son with my grandmother (he was cremated and we have the urn with us). I consider it great progress that I've even decided to consider it! And, that's how it goes - baby steps.

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