so I've recently come to realize that despite how amazingly good i am at wasting time I really have very little patience. I don't like waiting and seeing I like just knowing. I don't mind being at class but I hate going. I don't like to prepare food but I love to eat it. I like art but only when it is done, not in progress. I don't care if people flake on me as long as I don't have to sit waiting, wondering. I hate to be late, but I hate being early. They say patience is a virtue and I suppose what I am getting at. Patience is a quality that I really admire and I wish that there were some easy, immediate way to fix my problem, but I guess that [/i]is[i] the problem...