For those who knows of a loss with a pet will be able to appreciate this. The day I had to put my Penny down, that very day another litter was born in a town not far from me. Little did I know that Penny and God had a plan for me. I was grieving so bad that I wanted to shave my head and darken my face with ashes. Not there are alot of people that say that is just plain crazy, and I could understand it. Those of you who have experienced that type of grief will understand me. You have to understand that I had no intentions really to get another pet for a while. I have a kitty and we were just going to hang out and try to chill. just so you know my oter blogs talk about Penny as well. Anyway, I went on line to petfinders.com and saw some puppies. Of the same breed as Penny, ( once a Doxie lover always a Doxie lover )and the most adorable I have ever seen. So I made an appointment with the breeder and went out to see the litter of pups. I had no idea that I would choose a puppy that day. When the breeder told me the litter was born on 12/20/06 I almost fell out of the chair, same day my Penny passed... It was really, really amazing, and a lot bigger then what I could have ever done on my own. I beleive Penny and God had a plan and wanted me to have a new baby... It was so surreal and I saw my baby when she was only 11 days old, and Penny gone for 11 days. It was overwhelming to say the least. The next day made 12 straight days of continous crying non stop but just to sleep some. By the morning of the 12th day I was the worst. I ended up in the ER and almost had the Dr's with the straight jacket to come and get me. Fortunately it didn't go that far. And the next day the breeder called me and said that we would work it out for me to get my baby somehow. She also was a God send. And played a very big part of the whole thing. You know the price for pets are not cheap, and I am not rich by any means.

Priscilla came home to me on Friday the 26th of January and she is bearly 5 1/2 weeks old. She is the runt of her litter and has me wrapped around her tail... I am so blessed to have another puppy. I have plans for us to learn and play. I know she is not Penny and I don't want her to be anyway. I couldn't have asked for anything more and I don't want anymore then what God and Penny gave me on The 20th of January. So to all you wonderful pet lovers that have lost a pet and not gotten another, don't do that to yourself. God created everything that breathes. He gave us pets so we are not lonely and we can experience the unconditional love they have for us, which is the very same love God has for us...

We do call her Prissi for short, she is really tiny and that is such a big name for just a little baby. She will grow into it soon enough...