My Life as a Human Time Bomb

My Life as a Human Time Bomb

I have lost all hope in anything going as planned. but when everything you do fucks up, wouldn't you???

When all the little things that go wrong in your day build up to give you an overwhelming sense of negativity towards the world or maybe the things in it

What's The Point???
you say as you throw your hands in the air

Isn't it easier to blow your fucking head off and say goodbye to all this shit???

It's not easy being positive in a fucked up world, where the daily news gets more brutal every day, and the people more careless. Is that because there's nothing to care about?
Do they care about the people they harm physically or emotionally, everyone around them and do they care about themselves?
Should they?
Should We?

The stress that comes with the everyday struggle to achieve a goal or even just to survive theses days
and if it all pays off you can live a dream life in retirement doing nothing what if you dream goes wrong then you wasted 40 year working your ass off to start again renting your house, weekly budget, unemployment benefits to have anything extra you have to get a job, then you start again with no confidence in ever achieving anything.

One mistake can cost you everything Including Family and Friends