Okay....

So why is it that after you begin a relationship and no matter if its good or bad, you often come back and wonder what happened to that one. Not necessarily because they were your first love. It could just be a person you had a relationship with and you were in love, you just wonder "what happened" to them? Although I do hope for the best of what their life has become I just wish I could find him and speak to him. I wonder what would become of that if it were to ever happen. I hope I can find him one day and just see.