It's Been A Crap Day

Submitted by spookyyank on March 11, 2008 - 5:26pm. Bad day | depressed | silver lining

Well, today has been crap. Utter crap. No, nothing happened ~ no needless event, no bad news, no arguements, no bad email. The kid's even been pretty co-operative. Not once has she demanded 'Click' or 'Hostel' or 'Heroes'.

I really cannot point to any particular thing that has me so down. My brother's girlfriend accused me of being in a funk the other day, and today I have to agree with her. Ever had one of those days where you just feel lousey, yet can't bring yourself to do anything about it?? I could (and will in a moment) submit one of my scripts to American Zoetrope to make me feel at least a tiny bit productive. But, when that is done, I'm sure the funk will return. Maybe, it won't even go away for a moment. *sigh*

I don't know what's up ~ though, my "spidey senses" have been going off throughout the day. Not something to herald impending doom, but impending annoyance. Just a part of my funk? I don't know. I hope that's all it is!

Hopefully tomorrow will be different. One thing that will make me feel loads better is if anyone can suggest a way for me to be hired with a company in LA before I actually move! LOL Ya, I know, but thought I'd ask. Otherwise, I bought two lotto tickets and one yielded a free ticket. Not the big bucks, but better than nothing!

Thank God I bought ice cream. It should be pie, since pie makes everything better. But, ice cream will have to do. It most likely won't shake my depression, but at least I have tomorrow to look forward to.

Man, I wish I had some pie.

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you need to be positive Spooky

Submitted by ammorton on March 12, 2008 - 1:07pm.

I live by this. I seriously dont want to feel or think about anything negative that may be going on. To me, if I put that out there and think to much about it, and feel that way (which- believe me I could do in a second with some of the crap that had been going on), I will ultimately get that back. Can you tell that I have been reading the Secret?
It just makes sense to me. I have always been an up beat person anyway, and I am always trying to just stay happy and to feel good. I want everyone to be this way. You just dont let it or any of it get you down, no matter what.
You will get out of your 'funk' mood. I will think positive for you and send it all your way, lol.

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True, true, ammorton

Submitted by spookyyank on March 12, 2008 - 1:25pm.

And, being usually possitive is why I finally just let go and allowed myself to feel lousey and grumpy. I figured that everyone has bad days and so what if I have one for no particular reason. The real thing would be if I allowed it to persist beyond yesterday ~ which I haven't. Today is yet another day and even in my funk, I did come up with another option - the one I think I'll be using - to move sooner and have it go smoother.

Ya, even with all the negative stuff said about 'The Secret' (which I haven't read or seen) I follow that philosophy anyway. You do get back what you put out. So, thanks for the good vibes! I'm sure they've been helping! And, it's a beautiful day outside (like it was yesterday) and I'm back on the saddle - getting my shit together and being my usual self. :-)

I did notice your comment on myspace that alluded to you being frustrated about something. I'm glad it's over!

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Ya- it's all looking up

Submitted by ammorton on March 12, 2008 - 2:15pm.

my computer is fixed. I had been trying to get to the library every chance I could to use the computer, and that was just exhausting to do everyday after I worked all day. My hubby had to find a new job, and that was a tad bit stressful, but today it's all good.
Glad today is a good one for you and tomorrow will be much of the same.
How is that little Nella doing?

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That's good, Ammorton!

Submitted by spookyyank on March 13, 2008 - 11:18am.

My computer has an adware infestation! Argh! But, I'm slowly getting it all off. Glad to hear yours is fixed! I've laways hated those periods of needing the library computers, so I get it. Also glad to hear your hubby has a new job. I'm soooo looking forward to finding a full time gig that I know I can count on!

Nella is fine and as always, even has a boyfriend! As soon as I get a usb for my cheapie, minute phone, I'll send you a pic of her kissing him. He's just the cutest little boy!

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Hope you're feeling better, Spooky,...

Submitted by Catfish on March 12, 2008 - 4:04pm.

my entire week last week was like this. I started breaking out of it over the weekend by concentrating on one thing, and I'm feeling better this week. Good luck to you.

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I am, catfish

Submitted by spookyyank on March 13, 2008 - 11:19am.

And, part of that is my brother's girlfriend is going to cut my hair and we're all going out tomorrow to celebrate her birthday - WITHOUT the kid! Woo-hoo!

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