I went to a neurologist on Wednesday because of all these wonderful problems I've been having such as migraines, extreme pain everywhere, swelling and I can't leave out the fact that my arms and legs turn purple from time to time.

The neurologist is afraid that I have been having nocturnal seizures because my husband mentioned to him that I sound like I'm eating in my sleep. Apparently I smack my lips and swallow a lot while I'm sleeping. I've been doing this for a long while now and never realized that it was a sign of a seizure.

Now I have to go back to the neurologist tomorrow to do a EEG on my head. Then I have to go back on Tuesday to do a EMG on my arm....this is where the pain all began and where most of the swelling is. A couple of weeks after that I have to go back yet again to do a sleep study. I can't even sleep at home much less in a strange place with cameras all around me.

I just want this to all be over already. Just when I think that I'm finally going to get answers everything just gets more complicated. So yes...I'm officially freaking out now. I wish I could run far far away to place where I wouldn't have to think about all of this anymore. A place where I wasn't sick anymore.