I keep saying I'm going to blog over there (communati) once I have more time to actually interact with folks, but that hasn't happened yet.

Hey, Hutts - 7 DAYS WITHOUT A FAG! It's working mate! Woo-hoo! If you ever need a kidney, you can soooo have one of mine!

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and then let me know how you are going.

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And, a big part of what's keeping me from smoking is that I won't shut up about it. The more I talk about it, the more I keep myself away from them. I might put something up sooner, but I might now just wait to blog about it again til I hit one of those dates!

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Just remember - April 4th was my quit date. I made it through "Hell week" and now am in "Heck week" (that's what the members of my group call them!) I've been tempted and though I've almost prefered going through the rough part while at my brother's apartment (he smokes) - now I kinda need more than ever to move on and not be around it as much. I chose to quit while living with a smoker just because I didn't want my not smoking to change anything in my regular routine. But, now that it's out of my system AND I think I could actually get by with only the gum now - the evil "Oh, you could have just one" thoughts are creeping into my mind! LOL

So, my next post will be about my MOVE and living smoke free!!!!!!!

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I feel like I could get by without the patches, but I do still have them so figure I may as well use them up anyway. Don't worry, no cutting corners on this one! LOL

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You know, it really does help! When I think about cheating and having "just one" I think about the big deal I've made about it and how all the encouragement I've gotten would be for nothing. I even had a bad dream last night that I had a bit of a cigarette and then a little bit later in the dream found myself smoking a whole one. I'd smoked nearly the whole thing when I "realized" that I'd lit up without even knowing it - back in the old habit right off the bat! I woke up so afraid that I really had cheated that I doubt I'll make that mistake in reality! LOL

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