I Just Want to Sleep!

sleeping

I don't remember the last night that I actually slept through the entire night. I'm guessing that the main reason is the whole chronic pain issue. I'm taking medicine that is suppose to help with the pain and also help me sleep, but it's not working very well. I use to have around one sleepless night a week and now it's almost every night. I don't understand it...I'm sleepy...very sleepy, but when I try to go to sleep it just doesn't happen. I go back to the doctor soon...maybe he will have a solution. Some day I hope to feel atleast somewhat normal. I've never been normal, but I would like to feel a little closer to normal than I do right now. The pain and not being able to sleep is driving me crazy. Oh well...tomorrow is another day. I'm praying for a good one. One that is productive and as close to pain-free as possible. Tomorrow will be a good day...I'm counting on it!