Hello again, its been a while!!! I hope and pray all is well with my friends here at Bloggerparty. I wish I could say that only great and wonderful things have been going on for me, and that I won the lottery!! But that is so not true! Things for me are horrible. I went back to read my last bloggs and I can't even say I am there still. Can I first say that it is really good to be able to come back here to you guys, and vent. Even be a big pile of self pity and have the worst luck ever, and you guys are still here. I can only say secondaly, that had I not had MBFF and she knows who she is, I would not even be sitting here right now. She has saved me once again, and kept me from doing the unthinkable and for that I will, again, be forever grateful.

I am currently under a small amount of care medically and mentally. It will be soon that I can get help that I need, and try to get another grip on this journey we call LIFE..

But I have now decided that I will come back to what I know, my writings, and bloggings, and Connecting with all of you guys again. I have missed myself when I am not writing, and seeking out to be heard, again, just one voice....