Yesterday was one of those days where I should have stayed in bed.

Worked, picked up Maggie at the vet. Turns out she is just fine now and was everyone's best friend while she was there...of course if I was sitting in someone's lap and they were feeding me good stuff I would be their best friend too!!!!

Went to Canadian Tire to buy stuff for the apartment (with the hubbys money) and discovered when I got home that some stuff was unusable...figures.

Broke a light bulb in the bathroom trying to screw it in, just shattered everywhere.
Than of course cut myself cleaning it up.

Stuck a staple thru my finger.

Than dropped a glass of juice on the carpet at that point I went to bed.

Today hasn't started out much better. Barely made it out of bed, got to work, another long boring day ahead.

Another 40 minutes and I am out of here thank bloody god, can't take too much more, let me tell you.

I have to say I am absolutely amazed at some of the people I know. Apparently the few friends I have are reading this and not too impressed that I am so "liberal" to put it in their words....screw you all than.....sorry you don't like the real me. Never said I was vanilla and never said I had to conform to anyone's way of life.

THIS IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

I spent too many years taking care of others and letting others run my life and to be perfectly honest I am damn sick of it. I want to live alittle before I die. I want to experience the same things other people do. Is that wrong?

I said at the beginning of this that this would never really be PG and I have no intention of changing that. If you are a prude or frigid do me a favor....go away.

I make no apologizes for loving and wanting sex as often and as much as humanly possible in every shape and form. I want to try everything and trust me I am trying to get thru a huge list of possibilites.

I am going shopping Monday with a friend to buy whips for him to use on his wife. He wants to know what it feels like to beat someones ass and she wants to know how it feels to be on the receiving end...damn good for them.

I have to admit there are few things that I won't do, animals, kids, blood, scat, and gags and that is for a health problem not because I wouldn't love it. The good thing about gagging though is that when you scream no one can really hear you it is muffled and unfortunately when I am totally turned on I tend to be a screamer and that can lead to bad things...neighbours calling the cops, especially when you are screaming hit me harder...lol...weird looks...phone calls at really bad times to ask if everything is ok, so gagging is good at times...especially in cases like mine...

If I have any luck at all this weekend I will be getting lots of it too....need to totally kick back and get loaded for the weekend and do lots of nasty things.

Except for Saturday morning spending it with my baby boy Nicholas. Ok he really isn't a baby but he is my baby and that is what is important.