Alright here is the story I don't know what to do. I think I like this boy, but I met him through a certain accident. One of my housemates used to always talk about him but when one day he came over I didn't realize that it was him. Stupid me of course.

Well, so she forgave me for the first meeting and how he was hitting on me instead of her.

I wish it ended here but it didn't. I ran into him again later. He acts really interested. I can't figure out what to do but I am actually a little pissed at him for not calling me. So now I am stuck talk to him and piss her off or don't talk to him and piss him off.

I wouldn't hurt her for the world but not giving him a chance is pretty hard for me too. Especially since most of the boys I meet aren't exactly dating material.

I really don't think he is either but I just can't ignore him either. I mean it is easy to say that he isn't worth ruining our friendship over... but at the same time, they never had anything except her placing a claim on him. And maybe he really likes me.

Or maybe I just like that he is something that I can't have. I don't know it puts me in a frustrating place especially as of late. She is cool with me again but I have a feeling that if she knew he stopped by last night while he was drunk that she would be disappointed all over again.

Either way I make someone else unhappy. I guess I could just figure out what I wanted so I could defend my actions with whatever it is that I finally decide.

One of my friends said that I am just a homewrecking b*tch. It is probably true. But I wish it wasn't. I want this boy to be different.

I just can't stand hurting a friend.