wannabbelle's blog

Ha, yah well I don't have any money and now I have even less I "bought" my brothers buick regal for 2000 only eight easy installments of 250 a month. Yikes. I love the car but affording it (even though it was cheap) is going to be rough.

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So my boyfriend is making me go to his cousin's wedding at the end of June but insists that I don't need to buy anything to wear and I can just wear whatever. I've been freaking out. His family seems really conservative and it looks to be a pretty nice wedding.

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So a while back my boyfriend got me into playing wow. I had a cool rogue but then I quit playing. I just didn't have the time between school and work and boyfriend and family. So now just recently I started playing again and I have a hunter who I think I like better than my original character which seems sorta terrible because it took soo much time to level the first one! Anyways I guess I would be interested in hearing what types of characters everyone thinks are best and why, in case I start another:)

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Yep, that is why I am back! Despite my efforts over the last couple of months I just can't seem to make it back. Everytime I make modest advancements soon enough I am back where I started. So, I figured it was worth a shot to start writing again. Why not right... $3.11 is a start:)

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So I don't really get how I was supposed to post my pic. But my boyfriend gave me the cutest necklace for our one year anniversary. It is a heart with diamonds and on the back it even has an engraving it says past present and future.

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So I have been trying to quit and quitting trying. But recently for some reason it is been easy I think this is something like my fifth day not smoking and before that I only had a half that was fully unsatisfying. I wonder why this is. My life has not gotten less stressful. I haven't gone for the patch or some wonder drug. Just every time I smoke I hate the taste more than ever and I don't even really feel the effects because i am so busy thinking how I don't like it.

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Yeah that's right, I can drink legally now and buy my own alcohol and I am not in danger of getting a MIP! Yay!

today is gunna be a loooooooooonnnnnnggggg day...

So I was going to talk about how I quit for three days but today the fourth I messed it all up. Most of you would say ya so you're addicted but really that wasn't why at least I would like to think not. So now you want to ask me why I smoked not one but two smokes today? It is easy. It was because of ignorant people. I was in class and I felt so frustrasted with the lame points these so called "educated" people were making that I had to leave.

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I am waiting for someone i suppose i refered, is it really that hard? I just want a comment or something so I know all my efforts weren't worthless. Anyways I guess this is a pretty pointless blog minus that everyone is waiting for something or someone, right? Maybe I am just alone in this...

anyways, you know who you are... just say hey i would really appreciate it

They should really give this holiday the name "useless people day" all I have seen starting oh yesterday around noon has been people stoned out of their minds. I understand do some degree wanting to get "high" but I think a day set aside for nothing else but smoking yourself stupid is well stupid. anyways, just had to vent for a sec. Feel free to smoke until you can smoke no longer. 4-20 is only o

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so I've recently come to realize that despite how amazingly good i am at wasting time I really have very little patience. I don't like waiting and seeing I like just knowing. I don't mind being at class but I hate going. I don't like to prepare food but I love to eat it. I like art but only when it is done, not in progress. I don't care if people flake on me as long as I don't have to sit waiting, wondering.

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So I am working on getting a game for my mom and I really hope that it gets to her on time. I have never used ebay before and it kinda scares me. I think it will be fine except my mom wanted the invites earlier but that isn't my prob right? If she cared that much she wouldn't make me figure it all out for her. How is that even though i don't feel like i can be responsible for myself i still feel kinda responsible for her?

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so Les* and Mary* as of some point over spring break, after she made out with multiple other guys in mexico, are officially official. What a surprise? No I don't believe it is, well anyways...

Les* and Mary* decide to set me up with Les*'s friend Dave*. Previous to this I had never had a friend try and set me up, but I suppose I was always kind interested in a blind date. So it turns out that I think I actually may like Dave* but I have no idea what to do about it. I can't count on the whole Les and Mary business or even the whole me and Dave business... just seems like no matter how I deal with it problems will arise. I don't like problems and I am not sure what I want to do about the whole thing. Luckily Dave* has spring break this week and I had mine last so I still have a bit to make up my mind. Unfortunately the weekend is fast approaching...

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well it's over and I don't actually feel like talking about it...

I really really want this ticker that I made to work, any suggestions? (On my myspace that is)

I find it rather funny how you think you know someone so well and then in an second your whole view of them can be suddenly turned upside-down.

I normally think that I am a decent judge of character. I'd like to say I don't judge but honestly I do and I am not sure there is anyone out there who doesn't. Recently I've been totally blown away twice.

First, this boy who is pretty good friends of our house (you know probably see him every weekend or more) I thought I knew him. I found out that I didn't at all. I don't want to say I thought he was perfect because I certainly didn't but at the same time I had a lot of respect for him. So what did I find out? He is younger than I am somewhere in the 19-20 range and already has a kid that he doesn't take care of. Apparently I was one of the only ones in the house who didn't know. I just can't even look at him the same now...

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