Today I am feeling very melancholy, my mood is low. Me and my husband are having a lot of problems. It is not that he is wrong and I am right. It is more like, he would like his life to go a certain way. And I want mine to go a certain way. We have been together for almost 10 years. That is a long time when you are 30 years old. To share your adult life with someone and them realize you may not make it to the next year.

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I remember when I was young, I was always very naive and gullible. Because of that fact I have been fooled many times by many people.
Now I am very cold and hard
and that is very sad.

When I was young I was sleepwalking through life.
Because of that I was always in the wrong place
at the wrong time.
Now I live in awareness,
it is hard but I know what is real.

When I was young,

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Has any one seen this crazy show, The Flavor of Love 2 on VH1. It is about Flavor Flav a hype man for a very old, but popular rap group. The group was called "Public Enemy. Anyway, the man is looking for love for the 2nd time obviously. The first time he found someone that did not give a dame about him. Her name was Hoopz and she just used him to be on TV and go on trips around the world with the old hype man, ridiculous. Then when she realized he could not give her any real money, she put her skanky ass on some websites and ghetto magazine covers and said bye-bye to Flavor Flav. He should of stayed with his stalker New York. At least she would of probably stayed with his ugly ass. He is just dog ugly and skinny as a dame pole.

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I am happy to find a new place to share my thoughts and to make a little pocket change while I am at it. This is very nice, I must say. To me home in my pajamas thinking up stories from my life or someone else's.
I do hope that I will make friends quickly and a ton of new reading material. I love to know what makes people tick. What kind of person shares there lives with 100's of other people. Oh, I know what kind of person that is.

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