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Yesterday was one of those days where I should have stayed in bed.

Worked, picked up Maggie at the vet. Turns out she is just fine now and was everyone's best friend while she was there...of course if I was sitting in someone's lap and they were feeding me good stuff I would be their best friend too!!!!

Went to Canadian Tire to buy stuff for the apartment (with the hubbys money) and discovered when I got home that some stuff was unusable...figures.

Broke a light bulb in the bathroom trying to screw it in, just shattered everywhere.
Than of course cut myself cleaning it up.

Stuck a staple thru my finger.

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I told you about my friends and my husbands..now my son!!!

Nicholas (whose picture I will add when my computer is working) is 9 years old and the spitting image of his mother...lucky boy... smart (when he wants to be), terrible temper (like mother) huge appetite (like his mother) but not only for food but for life as well. If I had one quarter of his energy I would be set for life. Nicholas is and will be my only child as I am unable to have anymore. Now I am the first to say it, I make beautiful babies but I am a horrid lousy mother. Part of it is that I am bi-polar (along with a variety of other medical problems) and I have my good days and my bad days. On my bad days the slightest noise sends me into outer space, it takes every ounce of strength that I have to survive work never mind an active 9 year old and his messy rude little friends...the noise level bounces in my empty head like a tennis ball til I am ready to rip it off my shoulders and all I can do is scream. Nicholas does his best but when I am having a day like that it is better no one is near me.

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Well here it is another day and literally another dollar, at work yet again. Although I can't complain too much the people here are pretty cool and laid back.

I have to admit my jobs could be a lot worse, I don't do physical labor like alot of people and spend my day chatting to people and making people relatively happy (if there is such a thing.).

So back to my life...thinking of spicing it up alittle...not that it doesn't have enough upheavel in it...

I admit I am a total S&M junkie, love whips and chains...the sound, feel and everything about them...been awhile since I was able to get back into it, had a son, got ill and had to recover fully first...but I AM BACK WITH A VENGANCE!!!!!!!!!!

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