Another Night, read or not I dont care, I have my drink with me,..pardon for grammar and spelling

My drink is almost done and I've been playing cards for the last hour, what a way to spend saturday night huh? Fat Freddy's Drop is on the background, all the boinkings and dwariwaps are in my head playing over and over again. I am getting a bit emo and reminiscing so much more of the good times. I like the color green - why does that sound ditsy? - why does it have to be? I really do like the color - is it because its something insignificant compared to the world's problems?..I'll get there, I had my own share of charity, I will improve and deal with it in my own way and in my own time. Right now, finances isn't really the biggest concern that has factors our my life, it is dissatisfaction that I have to greatly deal with and search for the un-fleeting happiness that Peter Pan has to offer...Yes yes, you've guessed right, you are talking with a drunkieee, whom by now have finished a glass of a mix of total alcohol, soda and a lemon. Its probably evident that I've rudely let go of my grammar and spelling and of course appropriateness. No one's probably reading this, the only one who really puts up with this things are your friends. Friends stick with you however lousy you get without any agenda, or is that in my make-shift world again.