Have you ever tried to find something on the internet and you just can not find it.

That happens to me all the time. I get so frustrated, it not bloody funny.

My thoughts and feeling for today is cool calm and collected.

I'm trying to control my temper with my three children. Sometimes I just want to scream and hurt them, but I know that's wrong.

I have been seeing a professional about my problems.

In the past I had been raped and impregniated by my Uncle. But I will write about that next time.