So,almost a miracle in itself-i was conversing in a particularly adult manner with my mom and lamenting on the difficulties with finding a suitably adult and grownup job...well okay atleast one where you feel respectable. My chosen field...Secondary education for which "they" have been saying for years "there will be plenty of jobs soon, everyone is retiring" but not quite true yet. As i digress for a moment there the point was that i havent quite found one yet and my suggested that i pray for a job? perhaps the reason i was having troubles find a job was because GOD was trying to get my attention.
Now, the second part I know she didnt mean in a negative sense but you would kind of think of an apparently omnipotent being not being so mean. Doesnt positive enforcement work better than negative enforcement after all? The first part was meant more encouragingly which is all well and good except that me and GOD parted ways long ago. So my response was that I didnt believe in GOD and it seems fairly hypocritical to only ask for help when one is struggling but not believe the rest of the time. It is tempting to pray for help...hedge the bets a little...but i find in my own "moral fibre" that that doesnt sit all that well. There me be an all powerful being and perhaps i should be praying but if i dont believe now it doesnt seem right in a moment of need to conveniently believe.
What do you think? If there is a GOD does it (gender neutral) mind if people choose convenient moments to pray? Is believing something physically perform or a mental exercise?





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